Looking trough the archives

 

19 years old

This picture is taken in Luleå in 1989 by a photographer who's name I can't remember. He approached me in the city and said he had a camera store in Kiruna that he wanted to take photos for. As payment I got copies of all the photos. I have many more from this photo series, that luckily has been around for all these years. The reason I have for digging in the archives, photo albums and boxes is because I have moved from Gävle to Luleå. A big move that has taken much time, energy and effort, which unfortunately has led to my studies coming a bit behind, but I will catch up. It's good to go through ones inventories once in a while too, to get an overview of what you have done in life and what memorabilia you have gathered. In Gävle I lived in an apartment in the middle of the city, now I live far out on the countryside in Luleå and have a small studio/office in town. Although I grew up here and lived here in periods as an adult too, it's still difficult to become accustomed to the extremely cold climate. The winter here last from October to April, at worst, which seems like forever. It's beautiful with all the snow though. I'm pondering what my next research will be about. There is so much happening in the world right now. Many conflicting worldviews and with the rise of AI it will become even more difficult for us to distinguish what is real or not. Now, with new theories that reality as we know it might actually be a simulation, like in Matrix. All we really can rely upon is our own experience of our private realities?  Also been looking into the 'Truther' culture and flat earth theories, which I find very intriguing and they do have interesting points to investigate further, like the seeming lack of curvature where there should be one, the firmament that stops rockets from ever reaching space, that space is an illusion (ISS is apparently filmed underwater), the great mud-flow, resets of the realms, Nephilim demons running the show and much more. If it were to be true, I believe that reality check would be more shocking that if aliens landed on Earth. That, we at least have been prepared for, spoon fed by Hollywood since centuries. I want to believe the Earth is round and that space exist. Imagine being robbed of that fundamental worldview, which some people have, who have bought into the Truther and Flat Earth culture. It's a fascinating mythology nonetheless. Still sucking on the blue pill. 

Peace & Love

Angelina